Marilia Adamaki : Fake Friendships Used to Be My Only Worry

Gothic Rock / Greece
(2022 - Self-Released)
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1. REAL SUCCESS

I'm asking desperately for help
But i get no reply instead
Apparently this is real,all of them
Not just in my head
They won't let me rest
They'll be chasing me till death
Even after,until there's nothing left...

She said she made my life a living hell
With an enormous terrible smile of happiness
Using my own phrase cause she's just one of the bullies,nothing else
It's like this word was invented specifically for her
Why is so jealous of someone with no fake fame like hers
It doesn't make any sense
But i get it,mine is real success
Everything i have is real,no pretense

And remember,I'm the only one,no one else
The future belongs only to the real originals,all for my twin and myself!
He was there too,no one told him he's not allowed to
To make clear it was his idea
He just making her repeat,he tells her how to speak
That's what everyone thinks

But i still think it's her
Anyway they don't exist
Does it matter when they're together
Such envy because we're just so much better
We're basically the best
Real talent,really unique,real is everything you hear or see
Does it hurt you're not me,find your own personality
But you have none,maybe that's why
You're blending everyone all the time...

And no you didn't make it to ruin my life
It was already destroyed before you arrived
Stop trying to lead me to die
Your stealing is a real serious crime


2. OVERCHECKING OVERTHINKING

Lately i'm so very afraid
Every time i see your face
Or hear your name
Not anywhere else,but in my brain...

I don't care about you at all
I could never like you and i think you know
I hope i'm not alone
You don't seem to understand
I'm so exhausted from your stealing
Since the very very start...

Not just fear i'm terrified
To be really just a victim in your game
So scared that it forces me to pray
To something higher if that exists
To finally keep you away from me...

I don't care about you at all
I could never like you and i think you know
I hopе i'm not alone
You don't seem to understand
I'm so exhaustеd from your stealing
Since the very very start...

The only thing i want is revenge
For so many years i'm living in regret
You're forcing me to be obsessed
And overchecking,overthinking,overanalysing
Everything you did and said...

I don't care about you at all
I could never like you and i think you know
I hope i'm not alone
You don't seem to understand
I'm so exhausted from your stealing
Since the very very start...


3. CREATIVITY

I thought it was just you
Who wanted to make me feel hurt
But now i know he is the more crazy one
I'm not sure,since you're both so bad
All i see is you,stealing everything i have
You never feel guilt,for what you've done
But such people lack empathy
They lack everything,we know that...

You pretend you got rid of everyone
But they're all still there
You really think you're someone
But in reality no one cares
They havе name bigger than yours
And let mе tell you that

I'm supposed to be in your place
You know it too,that's why you want to make me stop...
You're so threatened by me
And you're dying to make me quit
I have so much more to bring
You wouldn't even believe
I have the real creativity...

You pretend you got rid of everyone
But they're all still there
You really think you're someone
But in reality no one cares
They have name bigger than yours
And let me tell you that

I'm supposed to be in your place
You know it too,that's why you want to make me stop...


4. MY ART

Honestly why are you doing this
Do you think it's convenient
It's not even just copying anymore
Looks like more impersonating
You can't see that is wrong
Confronting to you as it's fading
But no it won't,it will still live on
Give back what you stole

I'm here to stay for many years to come
Basically forever and i can tell you don't like that
You won't win in this crime,return to me what's mine
You don't have the right,it's illegal
You're a criminal who is just wasting my time

They're not yours,they never were
You're never satisfied and you're always wanting more
Nothing you have will ever be enough
Someone should stop you from destroying my art
You want praise for your stealing are you completely mad
I want justice for my ideas,only then i'll be glad
I want my rights back

I'm here to stay for many years to come
Basically forever and i can tell you don't like that
You won't win in this crime,return to me what's mine
You don't have the right,it's illegal
You're a criminal who is just wasting my time


5. PESSIMISTIC

You thank the ones you pay
To your orders you want them to obey
And you're dying day by day
While you're trying to put me in the grave

You wished for your enemies to feel pain
Can't you see it was all in vain
Because the pain returned all back
All to you,just what you prayed

Remember since the first day of January
You cursed those who were threatening your way
And now you're the one who will fade
That's right,you'll go away

You wished for your enemies to feel pain
Can't you see it was all in vain
Because thе pain returned all back
All to you,just what you prayed

Look at you,thеre's no life left
You're about to faint
And still you're playing encore this shame
Your name no one heard
Your fame is fake

Hate is the only thing you can only create
Your condition is not an excuse
If you want to die,you shouldn't make others to want too


6. RECOVER

Your copying messed up my health completely
It made me really really sick
I'm hurting from your daily bullying
It made me feel weak
I'm not sure if i'll ever be able to live
So very angry that i only want to scream

I don't think i'll ever recover
But i'll do it for my twin
Cause when everyone wants me to suffer
She only wants my smile and cares for my well-being

When i cry,she's crying with me
She's an angel among all the mean
It's our creations let them be
You know what's really embarrassing
I said that first once again
That's you're always stealing
But you never give me credit instead
That you're constantly imitating

And you pretend i don't exist
The stalking is annoying just let me live
It's exhausting the way you're always watching me
I can tell you're interested in me
But i just don't like you,can't you see
How can i say i don't feel the same way

But it's not even that the case
Is that you want what i create
So dangerous that you should someday pay
I'm in terror,not just afraid
Just take your eyes and hands away

I don't think i'll ever recover
But i'll do it for my twin
Cause when everyone wants me to suffer
She only wants my smile and cares for my well-being


7. GIVE THEM BACK

I saw you and i realized a lot
That eventually it was mainly your fault
When i thought it was just her
But you're both guilty in the end
I knew all along,i have another gift
And that's my instinct,to judge a person
From the first look
Never wrong,but always so true
We're the ones who never fit in
But you're the ones who will finally leave...

We know you're hiding behind
The fault is all yours
You could have stop it if you were against it
But you were not
It was you,you wanted me to die the most
No onе is innocent when proof is in front
You should have lеft me and my lyrics alone

You're not what you claim to be
You're the worst person i've ever seen
No one else can reach your level of making enemies hurt
Why are you even against them when you're actually a fan
You could have just admired without grabbing what they have
Maybe you should just tell who they are...

We know you're hiding behind
The fault is all yours
You could have stop it if you were against it
But you were not
It was you,you wanted me to die the most
No one is innocent when proof is in front
You should have left me and my lyrics alone

You should tell who they are
But your ego doesn't allow you to admit
They made your craft
Give back what you took from me
Just give them back


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