Black Heart Of Mine : Darkest Hours

Darkwave / Russia
(2013 - Self-Released)
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Lyrics


1. A BEAUTIFUL LIE

Hello again, are you listening to me?
Did you know, we're drown in a lie
Such a beautiful lie

We believe in what we see
We believe that we can be
All we want, but it's a lie
Very beautuful lie

All our fantasies, memories
Dissapears, and moments gone
These moments are far away from us

Your reality made of fantasy
And the fantasy made of memories
And your memories are something
You must not loose

Hello again, see you disagree with me
How I wish that you were right
For I could now join your side

But you know, the truth is old
It is ancient as the world
Everyone is stuck in lie
Such a beautiful lie


2. STRANGERS

So this situation now is out of contol
Everybody, thank you, you can now forget your roles
This is how it ends and it is nobody's blame
No one out there, no one will carry this flame

This annoying question
"Who are we supposed to be?"
Made from us the strangers
We're in suffer, can't you see?
I don't think that this will gonna happen again
Maybe someday we will reunite again

On these battlefields I'll be soldier, you'll be queen
We won't be together even if someday we'll win
But there are exceptions even on the stricest rules
And we will remember with a smile, how we were fools

And I know some day we will unite again

Cannot find it
I feel blinded
Help me find it
Don't be blinded


3. TOMORROW

Once angain in this life
I felt deeply stranded
Don't know where to go next
And your's help demanded

You are something to wish
You are enigmatic
Every night you're reborn
And it's so fantastic

This is the way the tomorrow shows up
You might be down or you can on top now
No one knows that and it gives them the reason
To wait for it, for the brand new day

Tomorrow - the day when
When I will rise and make my day
Tomorrow, I promise, I'll stay
And never walk away

Tomorrow my sorrow
I'm sure forever fades away
Tomorrow my sorrow
Will never come to me again

This is how it must be
With no fake denials
This is my destiny
And I will learn on trial

I will learn to be best
Of my alter-egos
I will learn on mistakes
And I'll defeat them all

This is the sec of tomorrow's triumph
This is the day when changes come
These are the moments of new beginning
Now all that cannot be undone

Tomorrow - the day when
When I will rise and make my day
Tomorrow, I promise, I'll stay
And never walk away

Tomorrow my sorrow
I'm sure forever fades away
Tomorrow my sorrow
Will never come to me again

It will never come back again
Let me show you the life
How it is, without lies, without tears
And yes it is real


4. DISTANCE

Why are we playing fools
When it's time for us to show the strength
Yes it's hard to defend someone
But we have no time to play games

All we know - we're keeping distance
This life is a resistance
But you're waiting for the final romance
Seconds turn to ages
While you fear to turn the pages
And it's time for you to do the last dance

And you will keep this distance
As this is your resistance for life

Years passed in a moment
You woke up one day to see youself pale
It is too late to think
Realizing you've committed a fail

All we know - we're keeping distance
This life is a resistance
But you're waiting for the final romance
Seconds turn to ages
While you fear to turn the pages
And it's time for you to do the last dance

And you will keep this distance
As this is your resistance for life

It's too late to think of something
You were afraid of nothing
And now the cold fear is you friend


5. GONE IN SEC

Once I heard a story of a yesterday's man
The one, who could foresee mistakes in his master plan
He was inspired by light he required

I remember that time as the best of my life
When one day I noticed sticking blade of a knife
Coming from my heart, killing it's part by part

Moments left forgotten,
And the time can't be turned back
Future that we wanted,
All we dreamed of, gone in sec

I don't know what power made you do this to me
Left in silence suffering for you, can't you see
Give me the reasons for moral treason


6. EVERYTHING

My shadow of existance
Reminds me of resistance
And I don't need assistance
Somewhere I will roam

I came to someone's doorstep
So maybe it's a misstep
But anyway I'm knocking
"Is anybody home"

I prefer not to feel guilty
And always follow my way
Everything that you have told me
Everything has gone astray

I deny all negative senses
And continue my new way
Everything that you have told me
Everything has gone astray

"Come in, the nameless stranger
I feel your heart's in danger
Feel free to tell me something
Maybe I could help"

And after that I told him
My story - all became dim
And I felt so relieved
"Now you are free to go"

A shattered man with shattered destiny
Have found a soul free of agony


7. THE ENEMY

Who do you think you are
Playing king
You really think you're tough
And all owe you

You're sitting on this chair
Like on the throne
And honor is your name
But it's not true

You think you can hurt me?
No!
Will I ever hear you?
Never!

The system hates us all
And you out of control
I never thought I could
Hate someone more than you
I wish that day we met
Would never come
I wish I never knew
Your voice and how you look

Never thought I could hate

These things you used to do
Never touched me
You even don't know me
And so stay off

Don't want to see your face
You're disgusting to me
Don't want to hear your voice
Just get the hell out of my life

You think you can hurt me?
No!
Will I ever see you?
Never!


8. THOUGHTS

The day that never comes
Is now in your dreams
You know you're sunk in lies
They show you things not how it seems
But maybe nowadays you'll open your bright eyes
And stand up for the fight for someone you adore

I have no thoughts
Do not know how you will manage your fear
I have no thoughts
Can't understand what happens to you my dear
I have no thoughts
Do not know how you will manage your fear
I have no thoughts
Don't be afraid someone will always be near

You never realized
You always rolled the dice
And sometimes there are days
Of tragedy and sacrifice
But listen in the end, the evil will not win
And even it will be, this will not be your sin

The day that never comes
Is not a faitytale
And on that day you'll be
Someone you always wanted to be
And happiness will come
And darkness fades away
The day that never comes
No longer will be this day


9. ILLUSION

Never think of me like of defeated
Never think you're won because my pain retreated
Never think of me and you'll forget me
Until the moment I decide to meet you again

Nevertheless it's the saddest conclusion
Nevertheless find you nature of lust
Nevertheless get rid of these illusions
Nevertheless find someone you can trust

Never think of me like of instant hater
Yes I lived in darkness, now it does not matter
Better think of me like of a man of honor
As I am this man, and I won't be another


10. ANOTHER SAD SONG

So here we're coming to the end of the road
And that was not easy way
Still we're searching some words to say
But, I guess, they won't be mean

Words aren't worth a dime
I have a little time
And I will sing another sad song for you

Until the moment dies
Until the ache subsides
I will sing another sad song for me, I guess

What do we learn from our mistakes?
Are we becoming wiser and stronger?
Or maybe it is just some sort of decoy
To make us weak and give it up

I thought my light died and darkness came back
Until this note gave me life back
So let us praise this feeling within
And never let it go from us


11. SHELTER

Once again
I played this game
And I lost, as you can see
You hear me crying out your name
I'm begging for help

I don't ask much
In darkest hours
I am in need of your help
To give a shelter for my injured heart and soul
All I know...

And again
I'm standing here
I don't understand a thing
The innocence is broken
Morality dethroned

I don't ask much...

Flags are down
I am drown
Inside of my apathy

Hear me now
I beg you somehow
Save me!

I don't ask much...

I'm not a fool
I'm just a prayer
And I will sell my soul
If only once I had ability to know
Where I was wrong

I don't ask much...



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